Deep is the Mystery of the Living Word
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
The Holy Bible

In the end, the best words point beyond themselves, to the experiential realm, the place we call home and the hiding place of God.


Making friends with my edge

Life is a transmutating fire. It grows us and changes us – whether we like it or not. This weekend I reached a new level of working with life. It looked like making friends with my limits, my boundary, my physical limitations, my edge. It looked like meeting me where I am. With thanks to James True.

A Man moves amid nature

A psychic mechanic emerges

The Silent Podcast

The final phase of a 3 hour prayer fire immersion in the woods. No need for words. The birds and the spirit are witness enough. Join me for a spell of not-doing.

Fire of Silence

The fertile void. The emerging inspiraction. A harvest day’s burning of wood and wisdom. Josh joins in and we craft words into the void. 2 hours later, Silence once again.

a self, centred.

Another sunset, another exploration of what it means to be a self, centred. Why the shape of the Earth matters. Home in the Universe. The Indigenous Human. Shadow emerges in relation to control. Hypocrisy. And modern men who elevate my soul.

Knowing, Conspiracy & Truth

The subtleties of moving through addiction.

I celebrate a successful week in moving through my own psychic barriers by talking about caffeine addiction with a coffee in my hand. Hey, it’s not a beer and that’s a major fucking win for me. And yes now my head hurts and i’ll probably choose something different next time. What – Did you expect me to be perfect? Ha. Learning, growing, always. Dedicated to Ellie.

Shopping with Samuel

A walk and talk about why we give our power away, some body-centred awareness talk and some more perspective on errant Christian psychology.

Snake Day

Out of the shadows and into the light. A man emerges with a story of new beginnings, fallen idols and divine providence

The Rant of Sam

Churches fail, Christianity in a shame spiral with its own saviour. Anger, passion, hope, praise.
Living words of a man let down by his religion.

Me. Myself and I AM

Knowing thyself as the path to God

Humble Pie

Day 2 of a fast, a man talks about God, psycho-kinetics, addiction and how to meet the truth of the moment with shit in your pants.

Processing Failure & loss and “THE SONG OF FAILURE’

Looking back on choices I made, coming to terms with what they’ve cost me, meeting loss and what I now know about what matters to me

The Sovereign Self & ‘FLOOTABLE’

After a day working in the field and a deep stretch out I was inspired to share my breath, being and movement of mind. My words circle and spiral around the theme of Sovereignty of body, mind and soul as I share my perspective of the precious gift of life, addiction, power, control, death, responsibility and some personal information about my struggles and dreams. Flootable, track credit: Samuel Martin

Journey into Being and ‘JAMMIN GROOVES ONE’.

A meander through the wilderness of Being

Somatic Therapy session : Satan, the adversary

About my inspiration

I’ve always loved and been fascinated by language. To me, crafting and expressing meaning is an art and a mystery. I’m amazed at where words can lead us and where they can’t. Things of great meaning both can and cannot be spoken. Sometimes deeply personal and unfiltered, sometimes light-hearted and irreverent, sometimes loud and violent. I aim to become fluent in all these tones as I explore the power of the creational word.

I am inspired by the calling of my intuition around what to share and say. I hope to only speak true things, clearly and vibrantly but I fail constantly. I don’t lie intentionally but there are things I believe that are false. There are things that I say that are fantasy. I hold back out of fear. I aim to speak truthfully but I am limited by my own blind spots, faulty thinking and emotional traumas. But that is all OK. My life is a journey of growth and development. It’s not a struggle for perfection.

If you feel inspired to add your voice to the mix, feel free to leave a comment. I welcome hearing from you.

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